It's strange not seeing @matigo in the stream. I imagine after the big build up he's not feeling too much like communicating on here if things not gone to plan. Just hope he's OK & pops back when he's ready to receive our hugs.
Thank you for keeping us posted, I'm sure many of us are rooting for @matigo - it's a difficult choice but we all can see which would be the preferable outcome. A new beginning is needed. You can do it.